Ellemental

I have been waiting to reward myself for ongoing weight loss. I told myself that after 5lbs…10lbs…15 lbs that I would buy something nice. Maybe clothes, maybe some new pillows for the couch or something. I finally found my reward: a pair of funky shoes. High heeled, sort of retro, Bettie Page, naughty librarian, but still appropriate for work shoes. Shoes that are MADE for a desk job. Shoes that aren’t TERRIBLY uncomfortable, but shoes I wouldn’t want to wear if I had a lot of walking to do.

Yesterday I had plans to get my desk cleaned off, and the only walking I was thinking about was the walk to the coffee pot in the kitchen.

Did I ever mention that I tend to deal with stress at work by pacing? I can’t sit still when I’m stressed. I get a caged animal feeling and have to walk – either around my office or if I’m REALLY stressed, around the hallways of the building.

Yesterday was a day of unsurpassed suckage. Unsurpassed. It was a pacing kind of day. The Naughty Librarian has turned into the Hobbling Librarian.

Sexxxxaaaaaaaaay.